Big girls dont cry…..

 they say ships that are about to go down, can always sense the impending doom….that fatal tide or that unseen god-forsaken glacier (OK, the Titanic crew was obviously either stoned or highly incompetent or maybe they were just pure bored knowing that darling Kate & boy-lover Dicaprio were warming the sack while their asses froze out on the deck)…..or that sinking feeling (and i mean literally) that your fairy tale is not any different…….that no fairy tale has a perfect ending and that life is  full of surprises …………….

Since i was young i had a defence mechanism against ultimate disasters……my experience had taught me that if you think of the worse thing that can happen to you….then it probably wont happen…….becoz disasters have a nack of surprising the hell out of you …….

So why did i not think of the ultimate disaster now? Perhaps becoz the mere thought of it was so unbelievably scary that i cautiously and deliberately avoided it………behold the thought….as it came true………

~ by maryanahmed on September 28, 2007.